I lost a job before, once again unfairly that I had no doing. I prayed and prayed then too. I feel even when we have bad times, God has a plan. It may not be pleasant during the bad time but there is a plan and we do have free will. I believe God's plan then was for me to try here in Iowa City and be with Todd.
Now, I have no idea what his plan would be. I just pray he lets me have a job. I have not shared this with my Mom. I share everything. I do not want her to worry. This morning, like five minutes ago, the statement in the paragraph I typed above this one, hit me. It was God's plan for me to be here in Iowa City and if I had that job in Des Moines, I may have hesitated. I am going to have to turn this worry to God. Let HIM take care of it. HE has a plan, again, I am not sure what.
Prior to starting this post, I opened an email from my Mom.
The subject is: To all my friends and loved one. (She only sent it to me and my niece.)
Hope and pray all is well for you today.
Do you ever think God talks to you? I do. I believe he just answered my prayer through my Mom's email. Turning my worries over to him is exactly what I need to do.