Our first without him. I did cry the first two hours of the day. I mean I cried deeply like I did when my Mom called and told me he passed, however after that, I felt a sense of relief. I was able to watch the memorial slide show I created and did not cry or tear up at all. I just felt warm while I watched it.
After dinner, I picked up Madi, Ethan's girlfriend and we drove up to Cedar Rapids to pick him up. His flight was late but it was good to see Ethan.
Taj missed him. He told me Ethan was away for Spain College. I just love that kid he is so funny.