I have not posted anything for a month. To be honest I am fighting depression big time. I skipped the monthly goals because I did not have any. My only goal is to get out of bed each day and to remember to breathe. This post will be my only this month because on Saturday I will be leaving for vacation and it I am so looking forward to get away. It is something I need and my marriage. There is a big hole right now and we need to mend it. I do not think I have cried as much as I have over this. I feel so alone.
When it rains it pours... Matthew was supposed to have his license back after a year but only to find out he was supposed to go through more outpatient treatment first. Ethan is afraid to register for school in fear of not being able to afford it. His Dad screwed him out of $1300 in tax refund which was supposed to go towards his school. He claimed Ethan as a dependent when legally under the IRS definition he had no right to. Joshua moved last Saturday to Florida. Noah is struggling with his depression after being fired from his job.
Well that basically catches you up on what is going on with me. After I get back I hope to blog more and visit you all.